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Name: LiSh
Birthday: 8/27/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: [ work-o-holic / stress-o-holic ]
Expertise: Fashion
Occupation: Student x Buyer's Assistant
Industry: Fashion retail x wholesale


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Member Since: 2/10/2004

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Monday, October 05, 2009

 
is this what life has become? work work, and more work?
sometimes life works in mysterious ways
work seems to find its way to me
just right at the brink of a heart break
almost like wanting to save me from a tragedy
maybe a brain wreck is more worthwhile than a heart wreck

ha

i spent my 24 years old days worrying about being 25
i better not spend this year worrying about next year!

go go go!!!!!





Tuesday, September 22, 2009

you can only put your guard up for so long

once it's down, you are bound to be hurt

that is the risk

that is a gamble

gambling your heart

 

only time can mend a broken heart

it took a lot of effort to make it work, it will take the same amount of effort to let go


Thursday, September 10, 2009

here i find myself again, blogging away when things are tough~ nth wrong with venting here yeah? all you people can judge all ya want, to think that im this sad debbie downer.... thank goodness there's colbie caillat to lighten up the mood!

here i am again, confused. i must say, things were going well for a bit, just short lived? at least i tried and gave it my best~ there might be sadness, but definitely no regrets!

it takes two for it to work, no matter how hard i try, if the other side is not receptive, what can you do right? i think i've been more than understanding, more than forgiving, more than willing for everything~ only a numb nut will run away from a win/win situation! LOL

okie .... life is gonna be different now ... new challenge, new page in life!!! hope i can have the cake and eat it too! : P

 


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

i surrender, white flag, up

there is no way

who was i kidding? no one but myself

i am through with all the ridicule


Monday, August 03, 2009

Where does it start? Where does it end?

Why is it that you always want more when you already got what you've asked for?

Is it in my nature that I will never be satisfied? It's never enough, never good enough?

I really should stand my place, and don't let it get to me ...

Is it wrong to like? To love? I rather not love, than to supress my feelings and let it go to waste

I wonder what I'm doing, what is it that I want, what is it that he can give. For every two steps forward, there's always one step back...

How long can I hold on for? How long can he last? How long can we be together, if there is an "us"?

Just when I've found happiness, it resides in the most fragile state possible ... am I better off without it?

 

All these doubts I have, when I am so sure of my feelings...

 

I think the answer is I don't know~

 



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