Where does it start? Where does it end? Why is it that you always want more when you already got what you've asked for? Is it in my nature that I will never be satisfied? It's never enough, never good enough? I really should stand my place, and don't let it get to me ... Is it wrong to like? To love? I rather not love, than to supress my feelings and let it go to waste I wonder what I'm doing, what is it that I want, what is it that he can give. For every two steps forward, there's always one step back... How long can I hold on for? How long can he last? How long can we be together, if there is an "us"? Just when I've found happiness, it resides in the most fragile state possible ... am I better off without it? All these doubts I have, when I am so sure of my feelings... I think the answer is I don't know~ |